09. Where am I?

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Where am I? Where are we? 

This blog is more questions than answers. 


Hello! after a long long time. It means so much more when I have a strong desire to write something and share it with you guys. 

Life has been good. And the word ‘good’ is very ambiguous. The term ‘happiness’ is also very relative and subjective. The question here is how do I know if I’m happy? That you are happy, and content? 

Is it good relationships with friends and family? Is it good health? Or is it a good professional life? It might be being really good at something, music, arts, studies or any other challenge we take on in life. 

But we are humans. Failures affect us more than successes do. I’m not saying that because I’ve recently failed in life. In fact, everything that I’ve wanted to achieve, I have been able to. By the will of god, blessings of my parents and guddu, the love from you guys and my attitude towards GETTING IT. Big shoutout to my DAD💙 for instilling that drive in me to step in the ring and fight for it. He never let me think little of myself. If I've wanted it bad enough, I have always gotten it. And if not, I’ve gotten something better. I’m forever grateful.

I’ve always wanted to try out acting (yes, I know!). I auditioned for a lead role in a short film and guess what, I got it. I’m very grateful and really looking forward to it. 

The question is, when do I know when to stop? Or not stop? Or what next big challenge to take on? Because I know I will achieve what I want to achieve. But the question is,


What do I want? 


I swear, it’s overwhelming, but this is one place I let my guard down and really ponder about such things and ‘appear lost’.

Well that was pretty much it. And by no means, I’m not complaining nor am I disheartened. I do not have the privilege to do so. Life is great and always has been great. I’m just, well a little lost. 

But I know I will find the way, I always do. 😉

Till then, stay tuned. 


Life’s great. Happy new year in advance!

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